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Time changes everything. They change you and me.
My name is Nur Adibah.
People call me dyba or dee or as preferred.
I love thick-framed black glasses, which people complain are so nineteen-fifty.
My friends mock me for being fat, but of course the typical me don't give a damn.
Relatively a good girl.
20th July is the day I saw the first sign of life throughout all these years.
I'm just another somebody.
Absolutely have a highly insane love towards photography and editing the shots I captured.
I was told that I'm a high profile glutton. Have an absolutely sweet tooth.
I love chocolates and kkochi. Have a passion for dark colours.
I believe in miracles, alright, and I'm in love with my 2 awesomest bestfriends, Rara and Lala of course.
I'm learning two things I've considered most important in my life: To love, and not to hate.
I ain't perfect but I'm unique, so live with it.

I need to blog cos I want to rant it all out here.
But I can't, cos I'm running out of time. And I need to rush.
So prolly tomorrow.


Having migraine. Always migraine.
I'd rather have headache than migraine.
Yes hello? Its 2 different feeling.

Munching on POLO peppermint's sweet.
I love this sweet if it cost 10 bucks and u can buy it in bulk, I would.
I just find find those bulk purchase.

Parents will be back from Hajj on this coming 14th Nov.
Wow, didn't realise they've been away for so long, since 5th Oct.
I love it cos there's no restrictions in the house on a lot of things.
No curfews is the best of all things. (:
Of course I don't go rot in club partying and drinking and do foolish things.
I just hang out w my girlfriends to catch up on a lot of things that has been happening in our lives.
With Riyah, my new arabic friend. (:
With Atika, Kak Nurul and Hazwan. We had a seafood feast (Wan's treat), we bowl and snacked. (:
Then brother fetched me at like 1 or 2am? Yes cos he rented a car for his short trip to malaysia a day ago.
Well, dad's car is collecting damn thick speck of dust in the multi storey carpark.


At work. LIFELESS.

Hmm I had a crush. Yes a crush I used to have on the same person.
We talked so the feelings came back. Sadly, I'm not brave enough.
The last time I had this sparkle feelings was when I met the taxi guy thing.

Riyah asked me to ask him out, which I think is an absolutely crazy idea.
I mean hello seriously? Unless we dated before then that's a different story.

I want to study. Yes u heard me. I WANT TO STUDY.
I'm sick of working. Especially w this company, where the management sucks? Idk that's what I heard.
I want teamwork. I love teamwork.
I want a boss like Joelle.
I want great working colleagues. Not that I'm saying I don't, I just want MORE.
Lastly, I hate the guard next door. Chiao!





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Firstly, I'm enraged once again w dad yesterday. I took his drilling kit and Ikea hammering kit to do tv mounting on my bedroom wall cos the table is so space consuming yet I can only place a tv. So ridiculous. I took both sets and carry them on my right hand and vacuum cleaner on my left. Went to my room straight and start drilling. Mom knocked on the door (Dad asked to) and start nagging, if I don't know how to use why not ask help from dad. I was like who said I don't!? I know lehs. Then she was like where you learn from!? Secondary school got D&T lesson what, we are being taught! LOL padehal tak eh. Tu first time. So I just closed the door after Mom went out of my room.


After finishing w everything, I just arranged everything in order (THANK GOD I DID) and put it back where they are supposed to be. Went to the washroom to wash hands and legs. Dad just finished his maghrib prayers came out of the room, open the store room door in a v angry manner and took both kits out check everything. I was like SERIOUSLY WHATEVER =_=.


When I walk passed him, he nagged: Even if you know how to use, you don't have to take those discreetly. I was like hmm orang tua ni assume lagi. So I can't keep my mouth shut and replied in the tone he gave me: Who took it discreetly!? I carried it together w the vacuum cleaner in front of you!!! He kept his mouth shut. OMG I was so angry I cried in my room.


The moment parents went out of the house to collect some things, I literally screamed my ass of in the washroom. SO SO SO ANGRY I couldn't believe I really screamed. And the moment he's back, I was vacuuming the whole house, but was doing his room first, and he was like THANKING ME REPEATEDLY cos I just kept quiet. What do you think? Andropause + Split personality? Hmm weird la v weird.




Secondly, I am v glad Ramadhan is over but I am eager for another Ramadhan next year, insh'Allah. Ramadhan teaches me to be v v v patient, I'm still trying. But I believe I'm a lay-back kinda person, just that I like to keep feelings within myself. I can bear provocations depending on how the situation is. Try me when I'm mad nasty and sad. Staying home tomorrow, during Hari Raya which is ridiculously insane. OMG I regret taking annual leave. 




And LASTLY. I'm glad I manage to complete this 30 DAY CHALLENGE. Like I said, once I'm committed to doing something, I will make sure I finish it!






A Picture Of Your Handwriting.






My boss, Joelle Lim will be leaving the company by end of this month. I am so so so so worried as myself and my supervisor, Tommy has always been v dependant on her. Be it product wise or system errors, human mistakes and handling complains. Sighs. I still have no idea who else we can phone up in the middle of the night if we need assistance. Even my Senior Retail Asst, Benjamin is already thinking of leaving the co. I can't even describe how he will handle AAShop after Joelle leaves the co. So probably that's one of the reason. I told Ben that its hard for me to look for a job as whenever interviewers invites me to an interview, I will be working on that day. Ben told me that its such a pity cos they've actually discussed about promoting me to a Senior like him BUT coincidentally, my performance wasn't up to their standard BECAUSE of my punctuality. I swear before this my punctuality was v bad. I can't wake up in the morning. I'm not a morning waker but that's definitely not the reason why I can't be punctual, right? I believe I've improved ever since. Punctuality improved, but need to improve on punctuality for PM shift. I can be early when I'm in the AM shift but not PM shift. FML. I've told myself umpteen times to buck up to BUCK UP, but look at me. Still in this position. Ben was thinking whether I'll tender after getting my bonus. I aint sure either cos I have bills to settle, I can't just resign. Getting hired ain't easy like picking up rotten leaves with the qualification I'm holding. Therefore, I can't be too choosy. And leaving this job wouldn't be as easy as this is my first retail job and I was together w the set up of this shop. Sighs. I need guidance.








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